Banshees Scream

It's the example of all examples .. Godot the man who walks right passed what is really happening. The man who doesn't believe it when he sees it 'IGNORANT' with capital letters. The definition of a man named Godot. The man who 'thinks he knows what is going on' and classifies everything he see's with an expired perspective. If somebody mentioned me he 'Would start saying random words outloud'!! .. it would be like he is at war with himself. People would see him like Whoopie Goldberg in Ghost. You know, I see something in Godot that I've never seen in anybody else. I see 'realization in Godot' I see him telling himself 'I know what's going on, but I won't let it occur to myself' because the fear of being introduced to 'reality outside of my dianosour views' leaves me most shaken and terrified'. I'll stay in the museum. Leave me alone, I look good on the shelf. Yeah ... things are happening outside but I got ear plugs and sleeping shades so what ever this crazy world brings forward I'm not available for enlightment. Put me on your 'Inactive list' until further notice.

You know, Godot, your going to be one of those people left behind as the boat sails away. The boat is going to be waiting ... people will be calling your name 'Godot, come on!' Hurry up! What are you waiting for? And the boat will slowly sail away and you will go and sit on the bench nearby as it sails away into the sunet. You will begin growing older as you watch it set sail, and eventually you might possibly be nothing more then sitting bones. You are the guy who refuses to adapt to the new age, the new word. You truly are indangered, decaying, and rapidly running out of precious time. There is a sign at the end of every road Godot ... and you went the wrong way. Of course, Godot, forever ignorant. Good luck to you my old friend, may you find a little sacred island of your own where you can dwell on what you shall never understand.

Let me ask you a question, let me ask you something. What gives you the magnitude to think you are capeable of judging my material if you have never even seen the material itself? You have never read it, you have never analyzed it. You might think you've read it, you might think you know what it is. You might have an idea, but you really have no idea. Are you playing a guessing game? Are their prizes you can win? Are you making statements for a private gain? What is the luxury? Do you have a motive behind this or is it genuine for 'I'm an ordinary college student, living on rural grounds that only offers transportation where inside the volume is at 100% capacity and I'm breathing in toxic air day in and day out, and I feel like the world is caving in on me .. but I'll compromise that and verbally manipulize the accomplishments of somebody else because Well .. it gives me 'kicks' yes.. 'it gives me 'the edge' .. it might give me 'status'. It might give me the mental grattitude 'that I've never be able to grasp'. No, I don't see your criticism, No, but instead I see in bold letters 'I'm speaking for a crowd which I think that I'm speaking for" .. in bold letters I see 'I'm judgemental of efforts which I'm incapeable of fully evaluating' .. that is the straight truth (a five letter word). I see in bold letters 'And if I could evaluate those efforts, who says I'm qualified to label them?' You should find the nearest chalk board and write that ten or twelve times. Write it over and over until you get used to it. Let it be repitious in your thoughts like a broken record. Memorize it. Now somebody might say "Haven't we seen your verse?" Somebody might call me by this name they know me as and say 'Well, then give us your presentation!" Show us the songs you've written .. "Well, where is it?" Let us tear it apart word by word to the core. I really don't think most of these people deserve to see the masterpieces I've created. If I've ever written anything in verse on this database it was nothing more then 'the odds and ends' of an idea. A ten minute scribble down. The first of several rough drafts. A foundation of what is to be written. Possibly even a joke put on display for intended purposes. As I see things, the future of 'verse' or even more importantly 'music itself' is 'very clouded' in the modern world we live in. I really don't know 'what survival is' (Do you?) .. (Do the people reading this know?) and these days I just look the other way. I wake up days where 'I hate lyrics' .. 'I hate music' ... where I feel as if it is nothing more then a memorable time in history that has long surpassed. Dead. Gone. The world goes on without it. Let it go. I've always hated the word 'poet', the word shouldn't be said. Be careful of what you label. In life, people are what they never realized they are. Some people think they have everything figured out 'be them young or old .. 'wealthy or poor' ... 'black or white' ... 'interesting or unique' ... (somebody seeing this right now is one of those people) Sometimes what you confront 'is what you receive' and some people may never be able to figure out (No, they will never figure out) 'what can only be figured out' by a certain class'. Some people can think about it .. they can debate with themselves .. they can look for advice .. they can ask the nighbors .. they can ask the nuns .. they could put signs up on the street .. they can alert the five O' clock news but at the end of the day 'explaining it to them is just a waste of time'.

I dreamed that I were at a wedding in the outdoors. Somebody tapped me on the shoulder and spoke 'Are you ready?' Everybody at the wedding moved a certain way nobody should move. They all had dark eyes. I recognized Tony Snow and as he approached the man standing next to me he said 'Mr. Cheney' ... I took off running. I saw the woods and I was hoping to escape. The wedding guests began chasing after me...

Doesn't it look like the guy on the left is standing at a much farther distance then where his hand is? Look at his shoes and then look at his hand. The bottom half of him might be some other person. There is something wrong with this picture.

I really don't see the debate. I'm not evaluating your contribution Devon, we all appreciate the names you have given us over the length of time you have been here. The intense research you do 'is apart of everybody's DDP team' including mine, but that really has nothing to do with giving suggestions that croak in hours after you post them. Bring it here if you want to do that! Or wait until they are fit for the dead thread! It makes sense Devon. Save the real valuable prospects 'who might actually live until 2009) for the Ideas and possibilities thread. If you choose not to do that, that's fine with me. I just feel what I'm saying makes sense at some limitation. As for the title of this thread - I'm from New York, I use 'ize'. If they want it changed, then they can change it. I have no control over that. It's just if I told you 'Devon, I'm American, so from now on I want to see honour spelled as 'honor' in your posts, you would be thinking 'f**k him' I spell words the way I was taught. That's my point, just don't tell me how to spell. Since this is a forum which mainly consists of a British population, I understand how that correction can go down.

Well, first of all, Deathtrip, I felt the Ideas and Possibilities thread should be limited to just suggestions instead of posting every little stroke somebody has. I felt it wouldn't be a bad idea to 'categorize' the latest hospitalizations since 'who can be bothered to drag up the eleven threads you just named? I'm not taking away from the Ideas and Possibilities, I'm just limiting the thread to more valuable suggestions instead of near-death occurrences which might 'and might not' happen. Besides, isn't the Ideas and possibilities thread "For next year?" Isn't it? Shouldn't the thread be used more conservatively? Generally the people you suggest aren't really supposed to die 44 hours after you mention them. They aren't. I know your good at doing that 'but it's just not the dead thread'. Basically this thread should be used to report those between life and death. And I'll spell hospitalized the way people from the United States spell it. Take no offense Devon, it's just if I started telling you 'I want to see honor spelled in your posts without the 'u' before the r - I'm sure you wouldn't do it.

Sheikh Saad al-Abdullah al-Sabah, A former Emir of Kuwait, is reported dead at the age of 78. He had been receiving treatment for colonic bleeding for the last seven months.

An update on Corazon Aquino, the former president of the Philippines, who is suffering from colon cancer. She says "Never be afraid of suffering" From faith healers to undergoing chemotherapy, she is managing to halt her show down. I think she might survive.

Holy sh*t! He got down alright! I'm actually more for prime ministers of the middle eastern world, who have assassins at every direction. I admit that I would have never expected a risk taker like the crocodile hunter to be electrocuted by a sting ray .. but hazards don't spare it's presentation. I feel the probability of having 'Alain Robert' for example, on your list while he falls off a forty story building, is not very great. Then again, there is a first time for everything. As of right now it may be more likely that Hamid Karzai explodes to dust this July.

Hugh Bradner, the inventor of the wetsuit, has died at the age of 92. I never went scuba diving before, but I met somebody who dived for the Discovery channel once. He was dating a rich whore who had been divorced five times. I bet he must have wanted her for the money.

Seamus Casey, a Christchurch opera singer, who had a face which looked as if it had been expanded, is dead after being hit by a car in Sydney.

Vinay Chakravarthy may be very valuable. Maybe. His obituary-fate depends on the outcomes of other things. Anyway, Sultan bin Abdul Aziz Al Saud, Crown Prince of Saudi Arabia, is in failing health and is said to be suffering from cancer. The Crown Prince is at least 83 years old.

Joseph Miko, a camera man, who captured extensive footage of the Hungarian Revolution of 1956, has died of blood cancer at the age of 87. The man filmed massive raids of Hungarian rebels fighting in the streets of Budapest, including a frenzy of protesters running for their lives as the secret police shot them down.

I really don't feel this man is worth the capacity of discussion. My view of conversation on this forum is generally very liberal, but anything at this level of disgust really shouldn't be given the recognition. It's subjects like 'rape .. children vanishing .. all that sh*t' which I don't think has a place here. Speaking of tiles .. I actually have a tile-joke but I better not. It's not for here.

Dr Murray Jarvik, the man who is responsible for inventing the 'Nicotine patch' has died at the age of 84. Well, I guess Simon Gray won't be using his product.

I always see her jogging in a wealthy-Asian suburban area of Jersey.

While we have no choice but to wait.. Read a post from one of my DDP candidates. I expect Erick Wujcik to get some kind of media coverage, since he is considered one of the greatest game designers ever. I knew he was in hospice care so while checking to see if he was dead already, I came across this. I don't think he will meet the fame requirements, but I still remain optimistic he will receive an obituary from some qualified source. He was alive as of three days ago.

That's where you don't understand, honez. If the man 'doesn't even know the true nature of his job' but 'thinks he knows' but 'really knows nothing' and if the man asks questions which are with a 'lower case q' instead of something significant with a 'capital Q' and the man looks for answers which he expects to gather off insignificant questions, then he deserves answers which explain his magnitude. If the whole wide world honez, saw a subject a certain way 'and everybody knew what it was' but somebody comes along with questions that make the whole world look like an educated guess, shouldn't I make him appear as if he is some educated guess to the world?

Allen Shellenberger, a drummer who doesn't strike a match in my mind of drummers who exist as I know it, but he exists to some people and he plays for a band called 'Lit' and he has been hospitalized because of a brain tumor. A drum just beats for drummers in the world of death. I just can't figure it out.

If a man cannot understand you, no matter the circumstance, should you scream reality louder or should you buy him hearing aids? If a man questions your significance, and appears before you as a critic, should you reply to his remarks in a sarcastic voice which leave him speechless?

Bill Hargrove, the nation's oldest league bowler, who couldn't even see the pins at the show down of his life, has died at the age of 106. I never really went bowling much, but I realize bowling takes a lot of perspective. Sometimes life is sort of like bowling.

I can agree with you on the 'I had no idea that was her boobs' segment. I thought it looked like an impression of the second coming of Christ.

hellkat: There is always a time to learn. It's just myself along with others are perplexed by what you describe as 'FAQ's and 'MU' (/u) symbols. You can't find an explanation and we have no idea! You just can't win. If you could be more specific we could probably provide more intelligent answers for your questions.

First of all, welcome! Second, what are you saying? I have no idea what your saying. Do people ever approach you in real life and say what? what? what? what?