Banshees Scream

Immortality does not exist. It's a word that is hypothetical for "celebrated".

You believe in karma or something. The true mindset which exists in this world is one of that does not inflict guilt upon those who observe a process in time. If you keep you're mind open, It will come.

It's all bullshit. If there is one thing I don't believe, it's the fact that Bush designed a plan to invade Iraq for oil. I do believe they may have been aware some plot was being organized but without any knowledge of "when", "where", and "what". Now let's hope I don't have to get in full swing about this.

Not my therapist. I don't have that anymore, it was just for focusing on plans of the future. I have learned that you've realized that life itself is a big picture with a picture inside of that and another inside of that and it continues. It's the truth. The most effective approach to life is to live within the present time. I recently convinced myself. Therapists might not get as much business if everybody did that. Sometimes I feel people think way too much.

What do I see here? One man who labels another he does not know very well. The other who should just go to his local London bar then. I mean a bar in Washington.

How exactly people believe President Bush was actually capable of making that work..

That's Ronnie's point of view. Mediocrity is a word of judgment. Ebonics is a style of language. Some people may perceive one style differently then another. If you like jazz Ronnie, I might say "Jazz is mediocrity" ... but you might say my Rock N' Roll is mediocrity for example. You fail to see how that is just an opinion. Wouldn't Jay Z disagree with you? I also want to say "if any gray haired journalists are peeking into this discussion" I hope they realize that to have the luxury of my brief analysis - you got to be genuine.

These are some of my short writings. The party is dead. Was it real? Was it life? Did you feel The outrage The strife. I could see The fire within The way you moved. I saw the universe that night A legend burned within the passion of my soul. Laying Thinking Endlessly in my bed. Inspirations Stories Everywhere. Days Months Time itself. Mind projecting Future unfolding Got something for the world inside. A midget grabbed a 500 pound woman and began a surreal affair. They danced, as all the people in the room could do was stare. It really happened, I swear. I was riding in a gray Taxi As my face was pressed against the glass. I was in a gray world as I could see it pass. I could see all of my most vivid memories outside In that gray Taxi, I could have cried. Today and tomorrow Weeks and years Thoughts and actions Smiles and tears Wealth and reputations Gods and nations All you trusted All you believed All you dreamed All that disappeared Life is weird Traveling off to nowhere Leaving behind nothing As my soul is mending There is no guide for me to follow. My spirit drifts many ways. Infinite entertainment Feel the rush! The frenzy. As viewpoints incinerate. As revolution comes to life. And without warning The skies are graying As they shout .. THE FIRE IS OUT!

Hey TAFKAG, why don't you just be yourself man? Nobody will see it the way you see it. The existence you perceive for yourself doesn't exist. Let it go. Visualize yourself as you are in present time - See the image which ceases to exist. Then let that image die and then resurrect. This post isn't for others on the website, it's for you.

.. I could send you my autograph.

No it's not rap, Deadsox. I usually keep most of my writing in a short structure. This is a brief analysis on .. "Godot" The doctor raises his voice And you reside with much understanding. You have lost interest in your life over the years You are skeptical of the 1969 moon landing. You've read Richard Dawkins and you believe in democracy You've admitted that you have no sympathy for mediocrity. You've converted to a dialect of high school Ebonics You often breeze through the daily section of economics. You often take an aspirin without any drinking water And then you eventually lock the door to your room.

Is Global Warming all it's been made out to be? Is Global Warming like a disease that will end us all? Will we have to run from it? Will we have to hide from it? Is Global Warming the classic horror that will chase us to our death spot? No, of course not. Is Global Warming as serious as it's been advertized? No really. Should Global Warming be given some form of recognition? Yes. Why? Because Global Warming itself opens other doors of realization. Global warming reminds us that our resources will be even more scarce somewhere down that narrow road of time. Global Warming advises us to design solutions now instead of later. Global Warming is irreversible, but it's effects can be limited upon how we manage our technology. What else do I have to say? How can we continue our lifestyles in a modern time? I think governments should make scientists earn their money.

Over the years, I've changed. I'm not the same. I haven't only changed in context but in "Reality" I've gone through many different faces. I've seen all the extravaganza within this forum. The forum itself has changed for the better and for the worse. I've outlived many entities."Then it was about communication" .. Now it's about "the performance of words" .. As of right now, I feel like a wounded performer who can see the circumstances but cannot see any immediate solution. I guess every category has it's iron man and I'm it. I just don't know how much longer I can rise to the occasion and prove my enemies wrong. I try and pull off stunts which are in my defense but I always seem to get wounded in the process. I'm considering many possibilities, but I may just be in my last fight.

I will say that you need to grow some form of awareness that would allow you to develop the capacity (To listen, forget all that was, and listen good) and then be able to put yourself in my shoes (since you grew awareness) and ask yourself the question "How would I feel if people called me a misogynist?" That's a word I'm not even familiar with. After that you should ask yourself .. "How would I feel if people continuously called me a racist? Absurdity at it's finest. How would you feel if people still called you a racist after you denied it without end. How would you feel if people called you a liar when you've based yourself off of being honest? That's just a portion of what I've been labeled. A portion of which there really isn't much of an explanation behind it. Now, you might just let it go. You might just let people think far from the truth. Post under a user name, and let others make you want they think you to be. Well, if you don't know it by now, prepare to learn. I don't care about these people who try and make everything something else. I don't give a f**k about them. What do I care about? I want people to know where I really stand in life, and where they think I stand isn't where it is. I'm sure that I've given off impressions which weren't reality. Has it been at the extremity of which it's been advertized? Not a chance. Now one day Notapotato, one day you will die. Everybody on this forum will die. They will be dead. Gone. Now I hope before then they will see reality and see the truth for what it really is. I also hope they develop "social skills", the kind that prevent misinterpretation. That might be something which needs to be acquired. Maybe if you had it you wouldn't be thinking along the lines of which you think.

Fellatio Nelson, that's enough. I've seen enough. I'm going to be real with you. I'm going to be honest. . I'm going to speak before you as I would speak to a person who I've known my whole entire life. I will speak to you as if all other minds on this forum are none existent. I want your attention. I want your silence. I want the man who sits behind a screen and logs into the name "Lord Fellatio Nelson". Dim the lights in your room. Lower the volume on your TV. This is the show down. Hear me now. I know you lean against that cheap flimsy yellow ladder at your job and you dream of all the "could be" possibilities in life. I do think at some limitation you might be able to grasp the facts. I do think that I've exaggerated and even undervalued your image and contribution here. Just as others have done to me. I respect that you stand firmly on being who you are. In fact, I hope you respect that I think the same way. However, I feel you see reality from the wrong side of the room. Out of every living- breathing-functioning entity you are truly among the percentage who have a diseased perception of the person who posts under the user name "Banshees Scream". I will confess to being misunderstood and even putting out the traps "unintentionally" for others to build opinions off of what does not exist. I'm not a perfect human being, and from where I stand, neither are you my friend. Nobody who will read this post is a perfect human being. In a world of context you may be able to comprehend "who somebody is" to an extent, but you will never be able to comprehend "how they are". Somebody said to me recently "There will be words people speak to you, words that hurt you, words that you'll forget, but you'll always remember how they made you feel. '" I admit that the voting figures changed my perception of how I'm perceived and how I perceive others. I'll say that I don't hate anyone personally, there is no gain in hating another human being. If I hate anything, it's the diseased perception of the people on this forum. You Fellatio Nelson, are a 43 year old man. 43 years old. 43 years old. I may be young, but I see through your mentality and I know your games. I can see right through you and make no mistake, my words here are genuine. I know how you perceive and I know how you convince yourself into your ideas. I may not know you personally, but I know your mind. I'm here to tell you that all the terms you've labeled me and all the terms that have been discussed and all that you've made me to be just isn't real. That's me being honest. That's the guy with three letters in his first name talking. Find whatever the truth is in your brain and make an upgrade. Get that in your brain. See reality for what it is. I've told myself "Maybe this guy ain't that bright" ..because after all there are people in this world who will never live up to the realization that you might expect out of them. I've felt like a broken record before. I've felt like I've wasted my time before. I have to say besides Bruno actually having a sense of humor "The accusations your making are insane", listen to yourself. You are insane man. Listen to yourself man. In the flesh people will meet you and they will shake your hand and you might jump on somebody's back and whisper in their ear or you might get down on your knees and bark like a dog- I don't know. I don't know you like that. I don't know what you are, but I know how you think. One thing I do know is if your going to represent or speak out loud and speak reality, just make sure you know what it is.

I look the other way as I type this. The man was a deeper thinker but his breed just wasn't made for the Deathlist standard. It's just that he isn't obvious enough. I'm still trying to figure out what exactly Claude Levi Strauss is.

I've seen that commercial once or twice. It might have something to do with the fact that realization is not always voluntary. I considered a career in the advertizing business once. The vision of becoming a human sloganizer was food for thought. I've always enjoyed the crazy-creative nature some commercials bring into your world. But I can see more future in the atmosphere of film.

The death of Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn has been a long time coming. Now this means the author category should definitely see a replacement next year. Top prospects: José Saramago .. Ray Bradburry .. Studs Terkel .. and somebody who isn't in mind right now.

It wasn't designed to be a guessing game. If you feel simplicity is juvenile - then I'm sorry that your ability to analyze is limited. I guess some people only limit their taste to just one style. If you want something "deep" Welsh, understand that this presentation is more of the truth then it is a structure of writing. Can you comprehend that, Welsh? Or do I hear another drum beating? If you want something deep, understand that everything which exists and doesn't will eventually die. Understand that deeply. Keep that mentality and you might see that nothing is really what it seems.

Sometimes when you see faces behind the masks you realize that your eyes are worth more then your perception. I'm just an attraction. It's insanity that must die. It's all coming crystal clear to me now.

Having Devon bring up such a topic to his work partners is really priceless. Yeah ... somebody I know who was on the beach wanted some snacks and .. Well .. they had to cross a nudist beach to reach them and some guy walked right passed them as plain as day ... yeah .. he had no balls or nothing. I've never been a beach person. I wouldn't sit in the sun for more then fifteen minutes or so. It's my belief that spending quality time with the sun is just asking for melanoma. People who go to those tanning places really need to be educated on the subject.

Andy, just tell yourself that god is allowing you to see Deathlist as a sin because you just aren't cool enough for it. I usually try and think of religion as a philosophy for happiness since most human beings aren't capeable of living happy without a standard rule book. If none of you realize it now you have to realize that most religion is a lot more about culture then it is about peace. The goal is to have people "believe themselves to be equal" and see humanity "as one" instead of fighting over who is and who isn't the real god. I like to think we all have a god in ourselves.

You know, I could understand plastic surgery in some cases. I could also understand having one "or two" tatoos but let's be rational about this and say people who feel the constant desire to put ink under their skin and have surgeons customize their faces really need to find a source of confidence. The problem with tatoos is when teenagers go out and get one it looks a little different fifteen years later. I also have to say that Barry Mainlow has a womans hair cut.

Yes, and where exactly are you going? The link isn't providing.

Hey Brimley! Welcome back. I also want to welcome back Harvester Of Souls if he is still with us. It's always good to see top contributers return after they perform vanishing acts. I also want to say to Lard bazarrrr "I meant that I don't send PM's in general, not that I don't send them at all". Which I do not send them often. But the problem here is that "24 people voted for my demise" but only like five members have admitted to wanting me dead from the forum. Who the f**k are these people voting? I really don't care who voted against me but making the assumption list might be fun. Then from there members can inform me if that is correct or incorrect or not just say anything at all. Who thinks I should create my own assumption list? Should I?