Banshees Scream

Ladies and gentleman, I return to you with the news that a good friend of mine who I've known for many years has died at the age of about 96. The only difference is it's not 96 years as you might know it or how I might know it. It's 96 years for a cat who lived for over 19 in ours. Tonight I feel it's my responsibility to dedicate this post to somebody who was originally named "Tuffey" for a reason but I didn't call him that. I called him "King" and that labeling is no exaggeration. I've seen very few dominate their lives with as much capacity as he did. In May 1989, my mother sat him on the edge of our kitchen table. The cat had a desire to be up higher then any of the other animals. Throughout his life he must have been involved with hundreds and hundreds of fights. In 1993, he wounded two stray cats so badly they had to be put to sleep. They were in his kingdom! He was a smooth silk-gray color but had white legs and white paws. He also had a white face and was a larger cat (half persian) but never overweight. If you ever offered him a dish of food he wasn't interested in it would get knocked over and be all over the floor. He didn't have much patience for those who refused to cooperate. Far down that crazy spiral of time we see many greats within sports and entertainment and sometimes even within the most obsure of competition. It was up until about June 29th (the day of his passing at home) where he sat at the end of the kitchen table looking as honarable as a cat could ever appear before you. His place on the table is also forbidden to the other cats they have "it was his privilege' I compare him to a boxer named Jack Dempsey, who was so intimidating in his prime that Georges Carpentier is shown "defenceless" in this 1921 sketch. I consider that image a signifyer for how the sparks flied for him all his life. He may be gone, but his legacy will forever live. I just never saw him as old until very recently. The greatest thing about that cat was that I saw something in him that I see in myself. I saw the desire, that fire. I saw the hunger he had for purpose and the emotion that makes you want to rise to the occasion every single time. He had a god in him '

I have to admit that at some limitation, I'm happy this thread exists. It really put me and everyone else on the same level. It does. I guess this finally needed to happen. I feel as if I've come to terms with people who "misinterpreted" some things I've said and I've stuck it to the people who motivated my demise. I will label my interaction with this matter a victory. Overall, I guess it's possible I could get banned. But it won't happen because in their hearts the panel believes in me. It's now only a matter of if I believe "in continuing" as an entity here. I'm going to shut it down for a while. July is going to be a very hectic month for me and I have a lot to do. I'm sure everyone can find hobbies without me.

Captain, you have certainly been here a long time. I'm not going to lie to you. I really don't send PM's to anyone. I don't. I have no idea where it comes from but all this "intimidation" outside of the forum is more lies. I don't go in any "chat" either. I never did. I haven't been in the chat in about a year . These people talk like I do this everyday, Captain. They are insane. They really are. I swear Captain. You have my word. I also know how offensive I sound, but as I've said I just can't let people get a way with saying things like that. You also know I'm a guy Captain. What's the Him\Her. What is that? Why do you say that? Windsor, I never seriously considered doing that. I only really said "I'll call your mother". I wasn't serious. Tempus Fugit had this "Know everything about everybody" thing going on but I really know nothing about anyone. Tempus Fugit reminded me of the guy in jail who had "special access" to information outside. He may have been in jail. It's possible. Anyway, Godot please shut your mouth. You aren't funny. Just stop it. Really. It's not funny.

I didn't watch 107 minutes. But I skimmed through it and "every scene" I saw was morbidly depressing. It makes you want to shrivel up into a little ball. A couple years ago I swore to myself that I would live by the laws of attraction. I've realized that there is actually some truth to it. I really don't know how "Well worth watching it is" ... I try and convince myself keeping an optimistic mindset improves quality of life. It might be a standard example but not a motivator for a good mood.

I'm going to move on from my explicit argumentative state that I've been demonstrating for the passed few days. I know how crazy it is, but it was done to make a solid point for the right reasons. I've made that pretty clear in the other thread. So after all of this quarreling, I decided upon a very interesting question. Once Maryportfuncity said something about Alphonsin going out with his sister and I was wondering "Is Alphonsin being here just a coincidence?" I don't believe it could be that random. My impression is that Mary definitely introduced him. Out of all places, I don't believe it's "that much" of a small world.

Let me tell you something, Rotten Ali. If somebody has a disagreement over a certain view on a subject, it's only fair to accept the fact that we are entitled to our views. But when somebody makes it their business to continuously preach "lies" - it allows the victim to respond by all means. If we were talking sports or politics, that's one thing. If somebody says you are a 'racist bigot" along with other nonsense which is a complete lie, they deserve my response. Especially after you make it clear that those sort of labelings are false. I'm sure there are black members on this forum. I can't allow somebody to make statements that will have that person look at me as a "monster to society" who hates everything he sees. I can't allow that. I can't let that go down, Rotten Ali. I know that I sound like a bad guy, but I just can't let that go down.

Canadian Paul's head is so far up his ass it makes me feel like he is handicapped. If there ever was a person who bought the product of complete lies, it's him. Every time I read his posts, I realize how gullible he truly is. I feel like my f****n IQ goes down when I read Canadian Paul posts that involve me. It was 143. From a DDP standpoint we actually think alike, but from realities standpoint he clearly reads way to much Fellatio Nelson. If I were walking on the street and saw a couple nuns huddled together, I would pay them to start praying for Canadian Paul. 'O, Lord Jesus, save the young man who grabs the wrong end of the stick, at least he usually seems very informative and bright" I feel bad about you being wrongfully influenced. I just don't understand what your f****n problem is. How am I racist? Where am I racist Fellatio Nelson? What, Mugabe? What did I say, he shouldn't be seen? I don't give a f**k about Robert Mugabe. The man is responsible for Zimbabwe's worst economical crisis ever. The guys a dictator, I wouldn't care if he got hit by a bus tomorrow. I've had a lot of black friends in my life, I'm insulted by your accusations of me being so racist. I have a f****n problem with that. Your Lincoln Meyer. There are gay people and there is the overly flamboyant Fellatio Nelson who says sh*t which isn't true. Gay people---Fellatio Nelson. It's Fellatio Nelson who I don't like. I have a distant aunt who is lesbian and she actually sort of looks like Phil Spector. But she is a very nice lady. It's the Rosie O Donnel who I don't like. Instead of being open about it, that woman has to be so doors open the doorknob hits the wall and makes a dent. Fellatio Nelson says, "I remind others of forest gump" while I say "He reminds me of LT. Dave Taylor" and he has the balls to f****n say to me "O , and my 24 year old brother has down syndrome, gonna use it as an attack on me?" So basically your calling everybody assholes with sewers for brains. Right? Am I wrong? I'm probably wrong because nobody f****n made that reference. It's so low of you to even bring up the fact that you have a disabled brother, it's so low. Everything you say is lies. You contaminate everyone. You are a disease in context. Your a bigot. You don't listen. If there is anything that gets me f****n aggravated it's those who label other people what they are not. You do that mother f****r and I'm going to mess with your mind until you change your ways of perception. Just because somebody says a gay joke doesn't mean they hate gays. I realize you grew up in the generation where being overly liberal is a habit, but understand that what you are saying is completely false. I don't discriminate against anyone, I'm not that way. It's just a forum, but I can't have people invest their opinions into the bullshit you promote. I make examples and I don't have to sound classy while doing it. I don't care. I'll get classy when you get the facts straight. The only people who do not want me here are the people who clearly have misinterpreted the nature of my beliefs and 80% of that reason is your fault. I f****n blame you. The only funny post I've read is how Alphonsin made a huge post about playing cards with me. It's the first time this forum has made me laugh since the discussion about obese individuals wearing jogging suits in room 101.

I'm becoming an attraction for the wrong reasons. This isn't what it's about. It's selfish. I don't want anyone contributing to this anymore.

The greatest threat to humanity is ourselves. Listen to me, I'm right. It's as simple as it sounds. I don't know how to solve that problem. How can you solve that problem when life kills us and death is what we want to avoid. Human beings need to rearrange their whole philosophy of living.

I just realized that this whole conversation is ruining us all. It's insanity. It's selfish. How can I be so selfish. What is happening to me.

Part 2 Fellatio Nelson, I don't discriminate as you perceive. You are truly entitled to what you want to believe. You might not be gay but you are useless enough to leave You make accusations of me having the lowest form of wit Hey ... If you want me to be upfront You ain't worth any other sh*t I didn't think down syndrome, I thought about a big white trailer It's funny, you compare me to a film that sort of reminded me of you. But more the less, Lt. Dan Taylor.. I said that you sob in theaters as what would be disgraceful for a man If not, you are still bringing a big pocket full of tissues Sort of like Pee Wee Herman If I made pocket change for all the bullshit you stack If there were eighty Amy Winehouse's I could pay the unsophisticated to buy and supply their crack I'm done with this thread. I will go back to being more of the gentleman that I am. I trust the fact that some of you know me for what I really am, and if not, well, happy days. If anybody needs translation - I don't like this Fellatio Nelson guy. I don't like him. He is motivating my demise and I have no sympathy for those who choose to live in a world where a change of understanding is beyond the realms of possibility. I don't always say things the right way, we all know that, but not at the extreme of how it's been exaggerated. It makes no difference to my life what any of you think, I don't care, I just tell it the way it is. That's it.

I like the topic, Devon. But I think the books are getting to your head. I've heard the theories and the conclusion I've drawn is global warming is a little exaggerated. I mean "Where is the global warming?' I think we need to be more conservative with our resources but the whole mindset is "Be aware" not "live in fear". There are many deficits in this world but let's get real "When were there never deficits in this world?" My favorite "end times possibility" is how a gigantic meteor or something will hit the earth and end humanity. As you watch it, you sort of buy into it until the they say "Well, there is about a 1 in .. ehh 995" chance of that happening. Or whatever it was. They always make sure that they save that line for the end. After that I usually change the channel. Seinfeld is better.

My last stand on this thread. I'm going old school. This should have been done a long time ago. The vote is 50\50 on if I should go or stay. I've seen enough votes but not enough of "Fellatio Nelson is gay" His avatars are of 80's gods and some metro named Prince. People might call that eccentricity but I call it Straight up hints. I've heard the talk of much exaggeration. The comments are absurd, it's beyond contemplation. Nonsense being exploited at such an unforgiving rate. You are a disease in context All the minds you contaminate You probably have a name like Lawrence or Tucker Whatever you go by it's time you get put in your place You overly flamboyant mother f****r There will be some convention held at a bar nobody is naming, I hope that you are all informed about where you are going Cause this creepy little bastard Is flaming You've taken speculation and you've preached it like some religion I often think you are handicapped and need constant supervision You came to my neighborhood and I'll teach you how it's run Let me remind you, This ain't no pilot forum son Fellatio, let me level with you. It's not that you aren't even on my level in life, You aren't even on the level below me. I've once called you an insect like Ralph Nader and that guy hasn't been elected once. So do yourself a favor and stop contributing the campaign you run. You and your dialect belong only in PM boxes.

You talk to people and they act like the f****n wall. - Let's see if we all get the message. Monoclinic, I hate everyone from the middle east. I think they are all wackjobs because anybody who wants to die for their religion in 2008 is completely insane. I feel we should destroy Iraq and just make it apart of the United States. I'm very racist. I hate everyone equally. Black .. chinks .. "anyone who is gay" ... everyone from the middle east. I'm also a Nazi. Beugen Sie zu mir. I'm not house trained. That basically means I want to make love to Handrejka and Monoclinic and Lady Grendel. Anybody's wife. I'm a real bastard. This is what we want to hear, right? Even if it isn't the truth, everybody has faith in believing it. I say don't stop believing. It can be everyones religion from now on to believe in this bullshit. It's irreversible. I'm now officially encouraging it.

I hate to say this but when ever I read a Canadian Paul post that involves me, I get the impression that he just awoke from a six month coma or something. It's ridiculous. I've probably said things that were uncalled for but does that define me as a person? No. It's a shame some of you think that way but if you want my reckless side - I really don't give a f**k. I tell you the way it is and if you don't buy it then you can go f**k yourself. It makes no difference to my life - as long as I express the way it really goes down. That's how it is.

Mary you said in so many words "Prove his misunderstood genius" but at the same time I could say "Prove to me your not a f****n loser ".. you've post 6 million times .. but I really don't take you as a loser at all, Mary. I also don't consider myself a genius either. I consider you a solid contributer who never hesitates to share his opinion on a matter. I mean, some people are really sad stories. We are just victims from the golden age where continues conversation was acceptable. The other day somebody joined 'I won't use the name" who has posted 27 thousand times somewhere else .. 27 thousand times! Why? How? How does that happen.

Hey Handrejka, let's talk about this. You know, I've always visualized you as being very down to earth in the way where it's easy for you to communicate with other people. I imagine you as a roommate who I would be very compatible with on an everyday basis. I really think we would have a great time 'in a two bedroom apartment" discussing books that we have been through, films, music, confrontations at the job .. while drinking .. whatever there is to discuss. Monoclinic is a comfortably miserable woman who probably looks like Sarah Jessica Parker, so I don't get offended for her labeling me incorrectly - I really just don't care. Listen, getting realistic my point is "I'm always open to discuss any problems" and the truth is I couldn't say that I felt the same way about you. So my offer is there. I also want to thank the people who have appreciated my existence here. I'll always remember it. The voting looks 50\50. I encourage those of you who voted on "the other option to show yourselves so I can currently list you as "active" on my sh*t list. None of them will show themselves because nobody has any grapefruits here (Bland is the word Windsor - and lay off on Room 101, your scaring us). I give Fellatio Nelson credit because at least he is up upfront with everybody, even as he is more metro then metro. On the highest level of understanding Lord "showing a little respect" Fellatio Nelson really promotes me and brings more people together then anybody would ever think is possible. I also have no idea why two votes are not accounted for, HCW. It doesn't matter to me.

89676. Great edit. I love it. I guess that I shouldn't have called Fellatio Nelson the British Richard Simmons. For the next 24 hours he shouldn't be allowed to have anything sharp around him, my orders. Anyway, it's obvious to me that some of our regulars lack sense of humor and they overestimate a lot of what I say. My advice for those of you who continuously grab the wrong end of the stick "chill out" .. seriously. I admit that occasionally I may exploit a very controversial opinion but as I've said before 'I'm not going to be the savior of everybody's bad first impressions" .. unfortunately not all of you know me by now. The truth is that I respect almost every member who has involved themselves with this place. As I've said before, most internet forums from my opinion are for losers with no lives unless you belong to Deathlist.net. One member I don't have much respect for is the guy who created this thread. The reason: He has made it his business to disrespect me over the course of time he has been here. The fact of the matter is I consider myself among the elite few who live in a world where life and death are memorized. I know all the prospects and I can cover many discussions. We are all "entities" and we observe an ongoing trend which fascinates us. I believe myself to be of the special few who can see an interest such as this without viewing it as something offensive. Look, it's an interest of mine. I don't have to be here. Nothing matters to me much anymore. It don't faze me. If the panel really feels this place would be better without me, I'm confident with their decision to have me banned. I call all of them out: They know who they are. If all of you really feel that I should be banned, do it. I'll forever burn in your hearts.

But not fading as in Tammy Faye style. Even to this day, I consider that womans will to live incomparable. How many other people have appeared before Larry King twenty hours before their death? Some people want to go out with their boots on.

"O, he told me that he came from New York, he wanted to save me." .. He thought he was the second coming of the world. I don't need him ....... I don't need anyone. I said No ... No .. No.

I just realized you are the Richard Simmons of London. Who calls other people delicious? (O Madame, you are delicious!). I have no doubt that you bring tissues to the movie theater. A big pocket full. The only reason Madame Defarge associates herself with you is because I think she admires the eccentric British dialect.

She needs a restart. Talking hypothetically, if I could somehow manage to find a way for her to trust me, I would rejuvenate Amy. I would definitely keep the husband in jail because he would be useless and if he did get out of jail, I would find a way to make him go missing or something. I couldn't have him interfere with our progress. I don't know what she sees in that f****n deuche bag but that's besides the point. She needs care and it seems to me that nobody is doing anything about it. It's depressing.

Brewster Yale Beach, a man who outright proved that the Associated Press existed two years before anybody knew about it, has died at the age of 83. Yes, the Associated Press is reporting his death. Basically he said it originated in 1846 instead of 1848. He reported that the Associated Press was around earlier then we all thought and now they are reporting his demise. It's back and fourth. Yeah, that's what he did.

As I was watching one of the Marx films once, I had realized the performance of film had lost it's face to special effects - or something. Every decade of film is a little different and must be analyzed differently. Today I think film might be too ordinary. I don't know what it is. Not as much expression but more of a script?

Talking in general, art is perception. Music is perception. The ending of The Sopranos can be debated upon perception. The recent firing of Willie Randolph can be debated upon perception. The quality of a product on TV can be judged upon perception. Politics is perception of standards for a nation. What has value and what is worth nothing can be weighed upon perception. You know, one mans misfortune might be another mans ticket. One mans lottery might be another mans melt down. It's the hard facts which are the evidence of what something is or of what something represents. The facts are the truth but then you need to decide whether you buy into it or not. It's that line between the facts themselves and perception itself, which may decide who you are in life and where life will guide you.