Banshees Scream

Pedro Martinez made his first start in like a year the other day so it reminded me of this. I think it's a crime he gets millions for just making a few starts, but I guess that's baseball. I hope he gets a deduction on his salary. Pedro is such a scum bag but I guess Don Zimmer charged him so it's straight up self defense.

What drugs are you on? No way! You need to go on vacation. Where do you get your facts? Liar Liar

Thank you for being honest John. I'm back posting with a different attitude and I hope some members are willing to tolerate me after all this bullshit that has been going down for the last week or so. A positive quality I have is forgiveness, something like Jesus Christ only I was never hung on the cross and I can't turn water into wine.

I think people famous for being famous shouldn't even get the recognition. I have to admit Paul after getting your Dead Pool together in like forty four hours, you are truly a team player. I admire your efforts on this. I ask myself the question 'How long did it take the 'DDP' organizers to get all the names up? Over a month? I get how they have more then triple the names you do, but overall it just shows you are very motivated to your cause. I'm just not crazy about having to put a Canadian on my list, as I couldn't think of anybody besides Norman Jewison who I just thought his name was pretty funny. I mean 'Jewison' isn't Jewish? That's like saying Soprano isn't Italian.

Owen Wilson is seriously the blond fruit cake in practically every single movie he has ever been in. According to the statistics ladies and gentleman about thirty percent of the time females are successful at the suicide procedure. I think Owen Wilson is being a woman trying to slit his wrists all over Kate Hudson. I mean look I've been there and I know it's not easy, but with all the money he has in his bank account you would think he might be intelligent enough to actually recognize that there are probably thousands of women dieing to be with him.

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Now I see the situation for what it is and I'm going to be very up front here. If you want the truth, I'll tell you the truth. I understand that I've made a few remarks and I believe the word 'teacher' may have set a few people off. I'm aware there are several members who were former teachers. I have nothing at all against any teachers, as personally I know people who are in fact teachers themselves. I mean talking on topic here you have somebody who goes to college and who is a complete drag 'not to mention' a person who is a angry red faced anti social - loser and who at the same time is a royalist and you just can't help but slaughter their self esteem, especially after they make a comment like this 'O I want a good proportion of the credit' f**k you Look I've already said that I was obviously never one of the most grammatically correct posters that anybody has ever seen. I realize that many of my posts are very difficult to take up and analyze beyond reason. I also realize at the same time that some of my posts are very clear and understandable. If I ever decide to post again my main goal will be to post more direct and to post in a way that can be more comprehensive to the individuals reading. The truth and the fact of the matter is I gave an example of my life and not thinking the situation was a big deal 'it became a highlighted discussion'. I mean these people were wearing 'Doubting Thomas' masks and if anything they couldn't stop talking about me. I'm talking 'as I saw the situation' and I believe that for some reason my personality and existence here has seriously interested others so much, that at an obsessive extent I've become hated. The statistics show that out of '2267' members my profile has been viewed '286' times at this very minute and is second out of anyone. On the details given on my life I deny all of them as they are far from any living fact. I'm certainly not a junkie and if there is anything I hate and since I'm in 'Room 101' I hate assholes who take the truth and turn the truth into something that is so far from it. I mean like when you give somebody some insight on your life and they speak out loud something you have never even heard in your life, it is so f****n aggravating. I couldn't find the words. It's un f****n believable. I'm sure most of you know what I'm getting at. Now I'm somebody who has been open and who has given honest details about my life. Yes I have kept some of it to myself 'haven't we all' and I think that I have been just as honest as anybody else, and accounting on the recent behavior a good majority of the members have demonstrated - I don't think most of them deserve to know sh*t about me personally. If they mock the truths you tell them, why f****n bother and go out of your way explaining if they will turn their heads? The other day my question was 'Who made the big deal?' Again it was 'Who made the big deal?' my question was referring too an issue that I had given out about my life. I explained previously that nobody believed it and since I didn't feel it was such a big deal 'all I asked was 'Who made the big deal out of this' as if to say 'I'm not bragging' and .. can ... you ... believe ... that nobody answered my question. Nobody. That is some truth for you. It's not cool. The reason why nobody answered that question is because 'everybody has to be right' these people are so ignorant that they can't believe what they are reading. I guess you can call 'doubt the step below jealousy. I'm not going to sit back and let people look down on me,' f**k that' regardless of the circumstances. I have to add that it is no secret that in life we learn from our mistakes, and as a person you will meet many oppositions and many oppositions in many different categories. I f**ked up here once or twice seriously and I regret it, but it taught me a valuable lesson and sometimes that is what it takes to make a difference. If you want the truth I have to say out of the many people that give me sh*t, there are the good people who at least have seen something in me. I respect them and I respect the people who do not judge from the words of others, but who judge from the situation spoken by the man himself. I will not be apologetic to anybody, but instead hold no grudge and let what has been said go. I'm announcing my official resignation for my own reasons, and it has been on my mind for some time. I've had my drunken binges and I've had my laughs, it's been great but I've been trying to set better standards for my life and I plan to live up to expectations that I have visualized. My destinations are ahead of me and I'm going to get back into the game that I once mastered. I hope this post changes some of the minds of people who have been sold on ideas that were complete bullshit. I consider myself a man of class and taste, and a person who can rise to the occasion. I see myself as somebody who feels expression and character is priceless, somebody who you could always think of as company. I'm walking out and I'm leaving no word of if I will ever walk back through the doors of www.deathlist.net again. I've got other plans and other ambitions, and here I am signing off. '

Here I am in Deathlist's very own 'Room 101' and you know through the times I have spent here I have to say that I was never one of the most grammatically correct posters but instead one of the most prolific posters this forum has ever had. I've hated a lot of things about this forum, like people who think they are big news, and who think they know everything. I hate how people can doubt you when you are just being honest, and who try and bring you down when they actually just can't stop talking about you. It's something that I'm speechless towards but I can't help but have a grin on my face. I've also loved a lot of things on this forum, like the debates and the sarcasm and the minds that gather here everyday. I couldn't find a better word to describe it other then priceless. I'll wave my left hand at this time, but I won't say goodbye. I've come to Room 101 tonight to sign off, and let life here on www.deathlist.net go on without me. Thank you. '

Thank you Mary, thank you. It's really been something else. I mean one day you wake up and you've posted 4000 times and your the most arrogant and entertaining son of a bitch on one of the best forums the world wide web has to offer.

Dysfunctional. Dysfunctional. What a daughter in law f****r.

Marriage is a written bond between people for money orientated purposes. Marriage is one woman. Who wants to get married. I think going to weddings high and enjoying it's festivities is usually a great expirience. I like weddings for those reasons, in Jewish weddings the Jewish woman jumps on a glass bottle. I don't understand why Jewish people do that when they get married. By the way Mr.Ronnie, if you marry a much younger woman I believe that may keep you young. Especially if she is right out of college and her future is looking 'real bright. A great body and an excellent pay check is paradise.

Ask the skeptics, who built the pyramids? Their answer would be along the lines of The ancient egyptians would go beyond any boundaries to please their gods. The ancient Egyptions worked and worked and lifted and lifted and pullllllllled and pullllllled until the pyramid was done for their dead little leader. It was true motivation. It was true effort and a true masterpiece. I doubt Egyptians invented electricity. I also doubt some of there hieroglyphics, but how the pyramids were designed is fascinating to me.

Man was not an ape Honez, man was a man. Hear me when I say 'human beings can not understand the human condition for we are all human beings' and it is a fact of course that DNA can be compared. If you don't understand what I mean, look at it from the point of view of a man from a different universe. One look at us and he can see what we really are. Originally 'as I'm sure in your books' there were several crowds of this ape like - being and among them were the human breed. The humans climbed the ladder, their neighbors did not. Evolution of other species to human beings is f****n crazy. Impossible. The mystery is our intelligence and why we know so much. The intelligence of other species can't even even be compared to our intelligence. Maybe it was a good idea Adam took a bite out of that forbidden fruit after all??????? Honez when you say evolved , at what tone do you say it? My argument is human beings have not changed that dramatically. I think evolution is overrated and only slight transformations have gone down. I'll tell you right now I don't follow any religion Mr. Honez, but even as the human DNA and the chimpanzee DNA can be compared what does that prove? Evolution? Alright so we were cave man material millions of years ago. The evolution from a cave man character to the sophisticated does not prove how we have come (to form) or how we have come (to consciousness). Can you get that Mr. Honez? Can you get it? If some chemical hit the earth ten million years ago and it combined with another substance that was able to produce all human life, that could be responsible for example' of why our kind shares DNA with others. If thirty chemicals hit the earth and another thirty chemicals hit and combined with one another to create other species then again, that for example would explain why species share DNA. I'm not against evolution completely, but I think Darwin got more credit then he was worth. The man made a comparison and he was the first to make that comparison, but it doesn't explain how we got here. Again, it doesn't explain how we got here. It is fifteen minutes out of a three hour film. It's not good enough, and as far as saying the truth is to complicated for the human mind = Maybe? But I won't lay down to it.

Talking the evolution of an ape to a human being, I completely mock and seriously doubt these facts right on the money. Man was not an ape. If you say 'evolution of the human race'[ in my mind you would be speaking of a species that we have transformed from somewhere around the block - No. I guess if you want to say human beings have changed periodically over thousands of years by diet and medicine and everything else >that is fact. All in all I believe when our kind first reached consciousness to the now we have looked almost identical. Again, man was not an ape. The instructions to the ladder of our existence is a great unknown. If you were to say 'Human life as we are today formed from some intense chemical from the gods of the universe' I wouldn't have an argument. The question of the first of the first leads to other questions and the common question that I ask myself is 'something has to come from something' this comes from that and that comes from this' Eventually down the spiral it doesn't make sense. I guess the word would be 'eternity' or undefined. The only explanation I can think of is nothing has started and it hasn't begun. It is like an energy that constantly reinvents itself at the end of the universe which is most likely impossible for any human life to approach. The future all lies on how much we can prove and understand. The laws written today are what is understood in our galaxy alone, for we have never even left this galaxy. Think about it? It's like having a million cards scattered all over a parking lot and you only look at one of them and you stair and take up every detail on just that one card. All the cards have a different picture. All the cards have different colors and different meanings. I think a 'Big Bang' is coming to science and it will have a breakthrough like nobody has ever seen. It will redefine it's laws and rapidly change perspective. The phenomena of the paranormal might be linked and the existence of other dimensions may be put into context.

Global warming is real ladies and gentleman. In just a few months winter will never come and the summer will remain. (O by the way it could be five years maybe ten. Possibly twelve years at most before that happens The next president of the United States will definitely without a doubt be black. Yes he will be African American. ( Or if not in four years or chances are it might be eight until we see that! I have to say that we might have to wait sixteen years but twenty four years is probable you know. By this weekend cars will run on electricity instead of fuel and the war in Iraq will meet it's end and the oil problem will be history! ( But to tell you the truth George W Bush will probably compare this war to the circumstances of Vietnam and the electric cars might not become available until 2009, or more like 2017 and they won't become popular until 2025. If that is alright with you. O and one more thing the war in Iraq will last until 2012 and Hilary will also became president by the way, she is not only the first woman in the white house but she is the first woman to also cheat just as her husband did which he had flirtations) with some dirty little blow job brunette who gained 45 pounds two years after the incident . Clinton has been annihilated by the press and media for giving oral sex too talk show host Bill Maher from 'Real Time with Bill Maher) So I have news for you Mr. Fairbanks. Hit the mute button and don't raise the volume until you can provide a much - loved - reliable source in result of your much over- exaggerated claims. Thank you.

This so called 'Museum' is in so many words a celebration of life itself and what is known to our intelligence. I mean it favors and advertises the legends rather then the actual facts but on reflection and of belief it's not that far out. O and anybody who is seriously offended by this has to be in like f****n first grade. They should recognize what this museum stands for rather then taking it as a big presentation of complete fact. Evolution is one of the most bullshit theories science has ever came to produce and even as Darwin compared significant similarities between man and ape his theory is like fifteen minutes of a film 'that is three hours long' it's one piece of the puzzle. In my terms evolution is the transformation of one species to another, rather then saying the development from a seed to a human being is evolution for example. It's like asking somebody the question 'How did any existence come to reality' and they say the 'Big Bang' Wai wai wait! What? Rewind please... the whole question of all existence is how did it start? Where did it start? - The Big Bang is in the median of all this. The question remains 'where is the front door?' 'where is the starting line?' 'where is the entrance?' My only answer is it's beyond our knowledge and the truth is miles from our little book of common physics. All scientists are sold on the idea of everything and everything must go by the laws of physics and my argument is somewhere along the lines of evidence will show up disowning our physics and it's concepts. The origination of existence or a better way to put it 'it's explanation' can not be explained by these laws defined by the human mind. I understand scientists can only prove fact by using the code of physics but the only question I have that remains is 'when the show down of reality and physics stair face to face who will get the approval? Will the laws of physics expand to the reality of the actual universe or will 'the modern logic compromise? The question remains.

The lights of Vegas are bright and to all of us so is Heaven Can Wait. Happy Birthday to you.

People not getting along is FLOCCI­NAUCINI­HILIPIL­IFICATION

Now as I've officially posted four thousand times I have no choice but to enforce my authority on you. The bottom line is I would rather look at a person dead six months then your avatar. I feel only if you could capitalize your letters and spell words as they appear on paper your respect feedback would overdose. I'm leaving my trust with you to do what is best for yourself, and to do what is best for all of us. Dead O'Gonner if you post sh*t, I will most certainly guarantee you as a matter of fact that you will get sh*t. It is an almighty exchange. (If) you want to be the broker of a market where you refuse to buy our code and (if) you want to be a broker of a market where you refuse to sell you're own, then I guess here is the door. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What for? Ronnie you are asking questions that I'm positive you already know. Remember when you went all out explaining the differences between a significant death and a great death? Well in this world you will collide with millions of different personality's and you will meet millions of ego's and you will see millions of faces and you will hear millions of stories and millions of accomplishments and millions of failures ... But when two people meet on the street and one guy says 'I went to Atlantic City this weekend and I made some cash and got this big bang chick! Significance! But it's been done before. When the other man extends his hand and says 'Hi I work for NASA' I was almost 250,000 miles from earth in the outdoors of our existence, that is great. Worth considering brother but is it worth believing? In the military danger lurks at every direction but so many soldiers reach home. Fire Fighters walk through hell on earth everyday but most of the time that fire goes out But when you are on a man made space craft that takes decades to design (and if one wire should cease it's Good Nite Audrey! The statistical number is in the shadows but with all the glory and as all the unspeakable could erupt and with that spot light - stepping inside the beauty and genius of science itself and traveling into a world outside of our own - is priceless.

Excellent, the creativity of ones mind. The comedy genius is in you! I have to point out that this line almost seems scripted, but I'm under the impression that your words are as real as your dreams. I have to say that for me this section of the dream stands out most. It's a situation that turns ninety degrees... As I am leaving into the hallway, I knock down the water fountain and yell out "sh*t!" Only then to I realize that I should have yelled "Schiesse!" The janitor notices so I say "Many forgiveness mein comrade, I am only trying to learn the English"

As we all know Monoclinic is more intellectual then intellectual. I think Monoclinic is one of the worlds wonders, she is so brilliant. I mean this woman is not only classy, she is like a real life dictionary. I put her above most people and I look forward to all she has to offer us. Watch out! There is a woman with great sensitivity among us who can read most of you like a book. Yes she can read most of you like a book because her eyes can see through walls. I mean this monkey has estimations beyond the average mind, she is far out. The capacity she is able to provide is tremendous. It's a one time only, she is a one time only. There is only one of her.

And when I drink it makes me think the right way It categorizes my options Sorts my thoughts Opens up my mind Leaves the past behind Let's today be gone And I can sit back And say I'm alright tonight Yes I'm alright tonight

Who would give somebody else a camel for a present? What kind of people give other people 'A Camel' for a present? That's f****n crazy! My god. And the Camel found the sixty year old woman attractive. It's unbelievable. A camel for a birthday present. This could have all been avoided if she was just given a little ninety cent birthday card and maybe tickets to a concert or a Broadway show. Instead this poor woman got raped and murdered by a camel on her birthday. I guess life is full of surprises.